don't put me down.
so i finally found one boy i felt comfortable around.
he asked me out.
it was all good.
a week and a half later.
why am i always the one.
i get something good, or something good happens.
and bam its gone before i could even register
that it was happening.
i so desperately need a best friend.
i keep telling myself this and i don't
do anything. i wish i wasn't so shy
sometimes. i want tot just say hey
let's hangout. so that eventually it
leads to an amazing friendship. b/c
no offense guys but my cato friends
deff aren't helping me.
everything is just building up inside.
i feel sad, then happy.
then some days i just feel like
staying home in my room with my
music. and i don't want to be like that
i want to be able to be with my friends
and be happy.
lately that's not happening.