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January 2009

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don't put me down.

so i finally found one boy i felt comfortable around.
he asked me out.
it was all good.
a week and a half later.
boom its over.

why am i always the one.
i get something good, or something good happens.
and bam its gone before i could even register
that it was happening.

i so desperately need a best friend.
i keep telling myself this and i don't
do anything. i wish i wasn't so shy 
sometimes. i want tot just say hey 
let's hangout. so that eventually it
leads to an amazing friendship. b/c
no offense guys but my cato friends
deff aren't helping me.

everything is just building up inside.
i feel sad, then happy.
then some days i just feel like
staying home in my room with my 
music. and i don't want to be like that
i want to be able to be with my friends
and be happy.

lately that's not happening.
this sucks.
im done.
goodbye.

Comments

sometimes being in your room with just music is perfectly fine. we can't always be busy and with our friends.. also, adding to what you wrote, i think it's much easier to make friends just by being friendly and saying hi to people. it really works.