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I'm feeling Bittersweet.

I'm feeling a little better about myself.
I now have a job at Greene Ivy Florist,
(The Cato Flower Shop)
Which makes me feel better because
I now feel like I'm "growing up."
I don't to be that goofy, immature Tara.
I want to be mature, confident Tara.
And for some weird reason its makes me
feel like that Tara. I have only worked one day
now and already I feel better.


I'm feeling a little better about my friends too.
For the most part my friends are smiling at me 
when I walk down the hallways, instead of 
pretending they didn't see me. Especially
Shayna, we were extremely close last year and
then boom high school, she's gone. And now that she
doesn't sit with us at lunch anymore I miss her.
I miss her smile, she can always make me smile.
And now we laugh, and talk, and yeh. I'm happy 
about that. I love her. I knew she was a great friend,
but now I'm realizing she is one of the most amazing
girls I have ever met.

So for the most part I'm feeling better lately.
yay. finally. im outt. later skaters.

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