I'm sick of it.
now its just something i have to do when i need new clothes. I just want
to go into any store grab the size small tee shirt and buy it, maybe without
even trying it on because i just know it will fit and look right.
I think I'm doing everything right.
I'm excercising regularly and i eat wayy healthy, mann.
So I hope I see some results, because I'm sick of not
letting myself wear the clothes I want. Or be with a cutee boyy.
I just want to be happy being me.
Happy being Tara.
I don't want to be that shy, only smiley around
my friends kind of girl. I want to be that confident,
head held high Tara.
I want to find out who I am.
I want to find a best friend since recently i've gotten confused in who that best
friend really is. I want someone I can tell anything to again. I miss not being
able to run up and give that best friend a hug because there isnt one.
I dont know. i'm done writing. I'm out.